So here I am, lost and confused. Life really is unexpected. One minute you could be the happiest girl on earth, the next you could be the loneliest. I’m so disappointed. You’d think by now I would have learned not to get my hopes up when it comes to boys like you; but no, I’m as vulnerable as ever. That night was definitely a night to remember but then again to you it must have been just like every other. I feel so stupid for letting myself fall, for not listening to them when they told me you were bad news, and for actually believing every one of your lies. It would have been easier for me if you hadn’t texted after, if you hadn’t pretended like you actually cared. It hurts a little because you just left me hanging onto your last words just to let me down without saying anything and acting like nothing happened. The sad thing about this whole thing is that even after everything, you still have a strong hold on me. I want so bad to forget about it all and to erase these memories and move on, but at the same time there’s not a second that I don’t wish that you’d talk to me.
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