You know what's good about having a blog? It's more like having a bestfriend. Bestfriend where you can tell anything and everything you want. It's like after sharing your thoughts, you feel relieved. Thank you, my blog. You've been with me since the day I love writing.
3 years ago, we've been talking, talking about how am I, how you are. 3 years ago you're asking me if you could have the chance. Poor me, I didn't answer any of your questions, I took everything a joke. I wasn't informed you were then serious. Until now, reasons are not found. I can't find the reasons why we've lost everything we shared before. As they say, everything changes. Well maybe, just maybe, I'm at fault. I took everything for granted. But I have my reasons, baby. I wasn't ready then. My heart still belongs to someone else and I don't want to use you just because you can give me the happiness I am looking for. No. No. So do you think I am still wrong? Do you think I am still at fault for ignoring you just because I want to fix myself again? Just because I want to fix myself on my own and by not the help of you or anyone? Do you think I'm wrong that after 3 long years I'm now ready and you're not? Because you're inlove with someone else now? Do you think I'm wrong that I am such a stupid bitch now crying over you because I'm hurting? Do you think I am still wrong because I ignored the one I love? Am I wrong falling for you all over again?
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