Looking for happiness beyond these material things could ever give me.

Yes! I've been excited for almost half a year now about my 18th birthday. I don't know. But okay I admit, I've been counting the days before my birthday.

My plans? Oh well, my plans are happening the other way around. Part of my dream is celebrating mg 18th birthday in a romantic resort with my whole family and friends. I've been dreaming of having 18 roses with the most important guys in my life. Dreaming of making my bestest friends be all together in one event. Dreaming of drinking all night until seeing their faces till sun rise. Dreaming of a fairy tale-like party while walking in the red carpet as I see my escort. Dreaming to be like a barbie that night. Dreaming of hearing 18 people make their wish for me. Dreaming of having a debut party that will remark each and every moment I have with the most important persons in my life. But these dreams, will only remain as unreachable dreams.

What do I have on my birthday? All these!

 IPAD

SLR CANON D550

PLUS FORD FIESTA

The two items are with me already, and the ford fiesta is yet to come. Hopefully by this week if all papers are set. 

These are just all perfect, but not as perfect as it would give me if ALL of my friends would be home with me on January 3, 2012 to celebrate my birthday. Just in case you're reading this, (I bet you don't),  we've been 3 years friends and I don't want to end that with such a stupid misunderstanding. I'll see you TWO (you & you) on my birthday. Hopefully.